Really can’t trust anyone…
The moment i see you or hear your voice not only does my face light up but my heart becomes whole.. Wow 16 months have gone by… Were still going strong. Yeah we’ve had our ups and downs but there’s one thing im certain of and that’s that im yours. I love you hubby. I know this year Will be a challenge, it Will test our relationship with each other. All i know is who knows what the situation Will be next year at least we would have given it a shot. Fingers crossed it Will work. X 6.9.10 Xxx
A lifetime on ur lips a moment on your hips :p x
(Source: quote-book)
ahhhh i’m gonna miss this…
Travelling abroad
Ok, so here I am, in Florida, I was very excited when I got here. I’m on the otherside of the world :)
I always wondered what America was like, I’ve only seen one side to it, Florida is very set back in time I feel. The way that American’s talk and their morals are all very dated. They are very religious and very into themselves, there is no information about Britain, whereas in Britain we have so much information about America we know more about them then ourselves. Nope, complete opposite here. It’s all about them. Things seem very surreal, and its amazing how things differ to where you are in the world. I guess all that I have learned from America is you can’t judge a place by just going to a little part of it, realising the change of life out here is making me want to travel more, travel the world and see other cultures i’ve had fun in America.
full time jobs?
Why is looking for a full time job so difficult. All I want is to work. Work hard, save money. But I don’t think any companies are willing to give me a chance. It is so frustrating because I am a serious worker. Hmmm. I don’t think I’m ever gonna get one.
the Mr. :)
Ten whole months ehh?? How have I done it? He means so much to me. You proabably read it all the time about how guys mean the world to girls etc. But seriously he does. I love the way he smiles, I love the fact that as soon as he says something wrong he knows he has and tries to hug me. I love the way he cuddles me each night to sleep. I know he is always there for me when I need him. He’s the one that I hope to be with for a very long time. Its been the best ten months ever. Unlike any of my other past relationships hes taken me out for dinner, took me to the cinema, met my family. It’s like a dream come true. Soppy I know but seriously I don’t think I could get by without him. Not only is he my boyfriend but he is my best friend too. I tell him everything and he always knows how to cheer me up. Although he always thinks hes not good enough. he is by far. He is the most amazing person I know. I don’t want to loose him now, not after everything we’ve been through. All the fun & exciting times we’ve had. I’m looking forward to some more. Florida will be the highlight :) I don’t know what will happen in the future, but Mr Liam Andrew Birkett I’m hoping you are there with me. I hope that we will last because I can’t imagine my life without you anymore. Yes. That’s all I’m going to write. Well apart from the fact that yes… I love you.
06.09.2010
what’s on my mind??
Well I guess a lot has happened since the last time I wrote on here. Many good things like finishing college for the year, getting a new job, having a lasting relationship and planning a trip to Florida. But I guess you can’t always have good things happen. Many sad things have happened too. I’ve had to learn the hard way, (well still in the middle of learning) who my real friends are. I love the fact that one of my soo called ‘best friends’ who I would do anything for has really upset me. She’s trying to turn my other friends against me and saying how I am a rubbish friend. But she’s just one chapter in my life. I guess that’s what most females are like, but ah well. It’s all part of being a teenager. I just feel that all I ever do is try and help these people and I get it thrown back in my face. Mum’s still ill. very upsetting to watch, which is why I dedicate a lot of my time to work & the boyfriend. I’ve always been told to focus on the positive things in life, and these seem to be the main too. I love my job, people are great and I am meeting lovely people as each day goes by. I love earning money because that is enabling me to save for a fantastic holiday in September. I am so excited :) I guess each year has its ups & downs, I guess at times we all have a lot of shit thrown at us. But it’s what is shaping me as a person. I know its soppy, but I don’t think I would have got by without the bf. Ten months we’ve been together, I know it’s not aslong as some people’s relationships but for me that’s double my record hehe. He means a lot to me as he is there for me through thick and thin unlike some of my friends. But I hope they know that I am always there for them even if they don’t think so. Anyway enough of the waffling probably update you in another 4 months hehe. Jokes. I think I am gonna start Tumblr properly now. :)
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(Source: fuckyeahhlove)
